Never Forget You

Because i can forget you not

My head fills up with selfish thought

And everything feels all for naught

Because i can forget you not

Because I can forget you not

My brain is gone my heart is caught

And my life is all distraught

Because I can forget you not

Because I can forget you not

Nothing ever fills this slot

And my heart feels like it’s been shot

Because I can forget you not

Because i can forget you not

I will always have this weak spot

And be torn up in this knot

Because i can forget you not

Because I can forget you not

I’ve gone and lost my train of thought

I’ve given it all that I’ve got

Because I can forget you not

Internal Wars

 

Seething with indecision

Frantically sorting files in my head

I don’t know which way turn this time

Longing to be dead

 

I want to give in to myself

Do everything I know I shouldn’t

But rationality is taking over

Oh fuck I wish it wouldn’t

 

I’m climbing these fucking walls

With this longing stemmed from my heart

How easy to give in and live a selfish life

I’m internally ripping myself  apart

 

Why do I do this to myself

Fuck I don’t even know

I’ve got to get this shit together

Push this pain back down below