Fuck You Fuck Waiting

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Waiting for this day to end
Fuck this life who needs friends
Sorry if I fell out of trend

Fuck you and the things you do
The way you talk the people you screw
I should have stayed away from you

You are like a bad disease
Walking around doing as you please
Empty promises, you’re such a tease

Well I will have no more of this
You betrayed me again and now I’m pissed
So if only for now you’ve been dismissed

And one day you might realize
What was always behind these eyes
And by then I’ll no longer sympathize

So fuck you and the things you do
You’ll have to find someone else to screw
Just remember I’ll get mine to

Moving on

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I’ll always be your baby
Your smart assed little lady
Even though I continue to grow
Away with the wind I blow

You weren’t always there for me
And there were times you caused me to bleed
But for some reason I cannot hate
Even when I know we’ll never relate

All I ever wanted was to take care of things
Now as an adult I can see the strings
The way you treated my sister
Has caused on my soul a permanent blister

Now I need to get away
I’ve payed all that i can pay
I need to start a life of my own
To no longer call your house home

The Dying Ones

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My heart screams for mercy
My body aches for more
All this internal controversy
Makes me your little whore

Fill me with your hatred
We are a dying breed
I’ve never been so penatrated
I love the way you bleed

I’ve chosen life without you
But you always pull me back
I cast out all my demons
And I come back from black

Please fill me with your power
I will always belong to you
I will be your lap dog
No extant to the things I’d do

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Reality of love

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“Fuck you “she said with fire in her eyes
As her blood began to boil
“Im sick of this shit ,and this life,
And the constant fucking turmoil”

“You have broken the last straw
It’s time for me to fight back
You do whatever the fuck you want
And I’m left to pick up the slack”

“Fuck me?” He said with a tense jaw
“I’ve always been here for you
Even when you were nothing
What the fuck do you want me to do”

“Fight back from what?
I’ve never raised a hand”
As his voice grew ever louder
“This is more than I can stand!”

“So what are we doing here?” She said
As tears fill up her eyes
“I don’t know”
Was all that he replies

“If you can’t stand me you should leave”
Venom in her words
As they lock in their stare
They both know it’s absurd

This is a familiar road
For them it’s sad but true
But there is so much passion there
True love through and through

Revelations

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Sleep deprivation
Is such an agitation
I need some medication
To escape this aggrivation
Im growing so impatient
With the constant alienation
i will withdraw my hesitation
And take down this whole nation
I need i new sensation
Besides this damnation
So stuck on this station
Drowning with no flotation
So filled up with this frustration
In need of revelation
Instead of soul starvation
Be my salvation
Give me my sedation
So i can give my proclamation
And rejoice in revelations

Mental Purgatory

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Stuck in this purgatory
With no one to share my story
I wish he would come back from sea
I really just want him out of me

Still cant get him out of my head
Makes me feel im better off dead
All of these feelings constantly fed
Makes waking up fill me with dread

I swear that i seduce myself
Cant bring myself down so high on this shelf
You came crashing through no hint of stealth
And cost me my emotional wealth

I need you to come back to me
So together we both can be free
And together we’ll take on the sea
And escape from our purgatory