Internal Wars

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Seething with indecision

Frantically sorting files in my head

I don’t know which way turn this time

Longing to be dead

 

I want to give in to myself

Do everything I know I shouldn’t

But rationality is taking over

Oh fuck I wish it wouldn’t

 

I’m climbing these fucking walls

With this longing stemmed from my heart

How easy to give in and live a selfish life

I’m internally ripping myself  apart

 

Why do I do this to myself

Fuck I don’t even know

I’ve got to get this shit together

Push this pain back down below

 

 

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