Black hole

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okay so I’ll crawl back into my hole

Back to feeling that I’m alone

This lonely place which i call home

These four walls that contain my soul

I just want to feel alive

And be filled up with a sense of pride

And escape this hunger to hide

Instead I just feel dead inside

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Never Forget You

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Because i can forget you not

My head fills up with selfish thought

And everything feels all for naught

Because i can forget you not

Because I can forget you not

My brain is gone my heart is caught

And my life is all distraught

Because I can forget you not

Because I can forget you not

Nothing ever fills this slot

And my heart feels like it’s been shot

Because I can forget you not

Because i can forget you not

I will always have this weak spot

And be torn up in this knot

Because i can forget you not

Because I can forget you not

I’ve gone and lost my train of thought

I’ve given it all that I’ve got

Because I can forget you not

Can’t bare it

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Left to my own thoughts

My brain is going to rot

I just want to be shot

Because i can forget you not

My brain tells my heart to beware

But my heart doesn’t want to play fair

It’s almost more than I can bare

It makes It harder that you’re not aware

Always left to my own devices

Then my life fills up with vices

And nothing i do ever suffices

And deep into the core of my being it slices

Between the two

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I need to choose between the two

but between them i don’t have a clue

they both have there pros and cons

And make me feel like i don’t belong

either which way i choose to choose

in the end I’ll probably lose

I love them both this much is true

Oh what is it that I’m going to do

all this i thought was behind me

but he just won’t let me be

and i love him with all my heart

but we’re a million miles apart

And then i have what I’ve always known

makes me feel like I’m at home

But he is a little unfair

and treats me as if I’m not there

I just miss that hot passion

And doing the things we’ve only imagined

So i don’t know what I’m going to do

Maybe I won’t choose either of you

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Can’t break through

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Why is this love so irreversible

It’s like you’ve pulled out your whole arsenal

made yourself out to be irreplaceable

It’s like i can’t escape you

no matter how many miles it turns into

i know you’ll never follow through

I wish our love would expire

but you fulfill my every desire

And set my head and heart on fire

Monopoly

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You play me like I’m some game

As if I am the one that is to blame

And all it ends with for me is shame

Sadly though I’m still your dame

I still break my back in vain

knowing there will be only pain

you’re the only one who’ll gain

And I’ll be left in the cold wet rain

All it does is make me insane

Why can’t I get it through my brain

That you just don’t feel the same

And I will never have you tame

Rewind

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Okay here we go let’s press rewind

And we’ll go around another time

except this time I won’t be blind

And maybe you will make up your mind

All i need from you is to keep your word

Don’t act as if my proposal’s absurd

As if it’s like nothing that you’ve heard

because you know all that has transferred

so don’t lie to my fucking face

Or i will leave you a fucking disgrace

And how i love the way you taste

i can still feel our last embrace

shoot me up with all your lines

and help me leave this world behind

take me away I’m outta my mind

I shouldn’t have done this I should of declined

Because you’re only here to wreck me

And i can’t just leave you be

Even though i can still foresee

the ending where my heart will plea

Phantasmagoria

Dreaming

The question is not if but when

When  will you decide to do it again

you spin me around and there is no end

I grow dizzy of our endless circle

Just when i gain my balance there is a reversal

This just needs to stop I’m only a mortal

your absence It just cuts me so deep

and your prices are so fucking steep

And I Can’t even escape you in my sleep

Split

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My romantic heart belongs to you

In my head there is another

I live through the everyday with him

And wish I was with my lover

my head feels so intelligent

compared to my addle-brained heart

In my head it is so definite

While my heart is ripping apart

I can’t continue on like this

we both live our separate lives

and long for each others kiss

This love that never subsides