Undeniable 

I wish i didn’t miss you

I wish I didn’t care

I wish you would be true to me

I wish this was all more fair
What is it that you want from me? 

I’m feeling used again

And next time you come back around

Could I even be your friend?
I’ll always wait around for you

A truth I can’t deny

And maybe you’ll find some worth in me

And let the years stop passing by

If only words could express

You

With your silver tongue and autumn eyes

With your talk of a captivating utopia

You’re my demon in disguise
You

Causing my auto erotic fantasies

That leave me completely sybaritic 

And fill me with complete vanity
You 

With your libidinous smile

That fills me with amatory lust

Enough to make lesser women go senile
You

With your lascivious imagination

So sexy and diabolical

Made as if by my own personal creation
You 

Completely under my skin

Feeling completely consumed

Ready for the sin to begin
You 

Never completely mine

Fill me with otherworldly desire

Please don’t let go this time 

Addicted 

I’m a sex addict the internal disease 

I want them all to use me

To do just as they please
I want them all to make me their whore

Leave me lying here on this floor

Make me beg for more and more
I want my insides all filled up

I want to feel you erupt

Until you feel you’ve had enough
So come on baby abuse me

I promise you’ll never lose me

And we can live in exctasy 

Regrets? 


I want to run away with you

But my feet are cemented here

My head is always drifting

I live my life in fear 
I know I should let go of you 

But my heart holds its grip

I linger on ever word you say 

It’s so easy to slip
And though I live another life

I hold on tight to you

I’ve given you the best of me

You know this much is true 

Puppet Princess

Something to get excited about

I think he finally sees

Although I made some wrong turns

He can do as he please
I’m his little puppet

I designed myself as such

And he can only play with me

If he can keep in touch
I hope he sticks around this time

And we can have our own world

Where hours tick by in seconds

And we aren’t bound by fear
I’ll be his puppet princess

And he’ll make my dreams come true

And we will live on happily

Be glad it isn’t you

Link

White knuckles 

I need to occupy my mind
Find a way within myself
To find what it is i need to find

I need to hold on to this light
Dont turn back to darkness
Just grab and hold on tight

With the white knuckle grip you have inside
You have come so far
Just hold on to your pride

I feel my tenacity faltering
I dont know what to do
I feel my mind realtering

I cannot keep my strength
I feel the poison build back up
I try to keep it at length

I hope its all over soon
If i cant go on without you
I fear it spells my doom

So Dark

So sick of sadness

Tired of searching for light

I’ll never find happiness

So why not give up the fight
I’ve burned all my bridges

And changed all the locks

Handled all my business

I answer as hell knocks
What are they to do to me

Better than what’s going on here

I’d rather burn for all to see

Than live with all this fear
I thought that I was loved

Brittle little lie I told myself

I can’t go on this way 

I feel I need some help

Someone Please

Someone kill me please

I can’t take this any more

I’m tired of feeling beaten down

And I’m tired of this floor
Someone kill me please

You would be doing me a service

I’ve got no place that feels like home

I’m tired of feeling useless
Someone kill me please

I’m out here on my own 

I acted like I didn’t need anyone 

And now my covers blown
Someone kill me please 

What else can I do 

Put me out of my misery

Let my story end with you