Anything You Want

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I could be your own little whore

Be all you’ve ever longed for

I could be your personal victim

Best one you’ve ever sinked your teeth in

I could be your little school girl

Let you just rule all of my world

I could be your little tease

Be just about anything if you please

I could be your one and only

Make this place a little less lonely

I could always be there for you

I’ll do anything that you want me to

I could be your secret little freak

On any given day of the week

I could be your alibi

You know you want to don’t be shy

I can be your fantasy

Just let me take you away with me

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Who Knows?

cheating death

You don’t even know me

And yet you say you do

I don’t even know me

so how is it i love you?

this life is so confusing

full of twists and turns

i’m so sick of losing

what could be left to learn?

I just want to know who i am

Find the path thats right for me

Wish I didn’t give a damn

I need to let me be

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I am empty

devoid of feelings

wish i didn’t exist

tired of these dealings

 

I can not escape my heart

It works against me with each beating

Turning myself against me

Old wounds never healing

 

It has made me a sort of zombie

An outer shell of my former self

Why can’t I put all of you behind me

Place you back up on the shelf

 

I’ve built this life around me

Built with forced happiness and half truths

Please come back and find me

And help me pull out all these roots

 

 

 

 

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Drifting

Listlessly into the great unkown

Saving

All my energy for what is to come

Drowning

In my own self doubt

Yearning

For what i can touch but can not truly possess

Crying

Over angry harsh words spoken from those lips

Losing

This battle over this crazy little thing called life

Spinning

In this eternal  circle of endless confusing emotion

Searching

For the real me if you find me please contact me