Wishes……

 


If life was made of wishes 

I’d wish for so many things

Not the things you’d think of

I don’t need diamond rings
I just need stability

A place to lay my head

I would go anywhere with you 

Who really needs a bed?
If life were made of wishes

I would wish for you 

Even after the way you treated me 

I wish this wasn’t true 
I feel as though you’re meant for me

But you just keep escaping 

You know how to work your manipulation 

And I’m yours for the taking
If life were made of wishes 

It would be just you and I 

But my life is not made of wishes 

And you weren’t meant to fly 

One day….


So sick of saying one day

Why can’t that be now

I’m sick of this fake life I lead

I wish that I knew how
Why didn’t I just feel

And go with what I wanted

Instead of doing the right thing

And now my life feels stunted 
I hope there is a one day

I know I slighted myself 

And you took my.chance away

And put me back on the shelf

I always end up right back at you

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All these moments that add up to life
They pick me apart and cut like a knife
And now I’m to be somebody’s wife

I want you but you’ve had your chance
All that was required was a little romance
But you just had to dance your little dance

Leaving me to walk around with this hole
Once filled with love for you that pierced  my “soul”
Once having you seemed my only goal

Then we made it even more complicated
As if that wasn’t already entirely overrated
And still inside my love never faded

And I don’t know what it is I want you to do
And I know how much pain we inflict with the truth
But all of the signs in my highway point back to you

Fuck You Fuck Waiting

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Waiting for this day to end
Fuck this life who needs friends
Sorry if I fell out of trend

Fuck you and the things you do
The way you talk the people you screw
I should have stayed away from you

You are like a bad disease
Walking around doing as you please
Empty promises, you’re such a tease

Well I will have no more of this
You betrayed me again and now I’m pissed
So if only for now you’ve been dismissed

And one day you might realize
What was always behind these eyes
And by then I’ll no longer sympathize

So fuck you and the things you do
You’ll have to find someone else to screw
Just remember I’ll get mine to