Condemnation

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As the sand flows through the glass

I look at how much time has passed

And how i’ve sailed through life half mast

And how i want you to be first and last

But you put me to the side

in such a way that i despise

But i’ll give in when i see those eyes

to you this comes as no surprise

I’ll follow you to the bitter end

And always try to remain your friend

Even when it falls out of trend

In this love im perpetually condemned

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The Reaping

follow me back down the hole

where all the well wishers go

make sure you keep your sins in tow

nothing can be hidden he will already know

So follow me down below

where the devil waits to take your soul

It was never really yours to hold

and you were meant to walk this road

he wants to take it nice and slow

Keep you all out on the row

“for all your sins” he shall crow

And you will feel yourself let go

As you let all your sins blow

suddenly your filled with woe

your sins wrapped up in a bow

You’ve never ever, felt so low

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As your judged from head to toe

you have no choice but to let it go

As whats left of you as liquid it flows

you remembered they said you reap what you sow

God complex

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I’ve wondered what it would be like to kill someone

To drive a sharp  knife through the flesh of another person

to watch as i skillfully slice them open

to see the bounty of my perversion

To taste the salty sweet life nectar

To feel the hot stickiness flow down my chin

my victim all alone with no protector

oh let the sweet sin begin

oh how they would bleed for me

As i watch the life light leave their eyes

While they scream for me to let them be

as I bring them to their demise

Existance

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You don’t really want my view

So I’ll keep it for myself

because my opinion is twisted

I’ll place it on my mental shelf

I’ll think about it later

Twirl it in my mind

wonder why I’m so different

why i try to hide

A part of me is lonely

The other part doesn’t care

I try to numb myself

To the fact my life’s not fair

There are people with real problems

Yet I trivialize small things

I just can’t seem to escape myself

To exist beyond just being

Do me a favor

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Somebody kill me please!

Just do me the honor

I’m down on my knees

I need to be rid of this disease

Put an end to this life

There’s nothing left for me

Nothing you say can ease

I’ve seen it all before

This is how it has got to be

I need my blood to  bleed

The sin is all around me

Can’t you hear my plea

You look right through me

Suffering pours through my eyes

 Yet you still can’t see

Oh just set my soul free

It’s my only ticket out

Read my eyes oh please

Nothing left but the dead

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There’s something in the air here

That makes this place seem eerie

I can feel the static in my hair

Feel as if the dead are near me

The time has come i fear

For the dead to have their reckoning

And as they draw more near

I can hear my  death is beckoning

I  have what they’re looking for

For I  breathe the breath of life

They resent my heartbeat more and more

Cut into me with no knife in sight

They’re going to creep inside this town

and fill up every hollow

their is no backing down

It’s more than I can swallow

Fill up my streets with they’re wails of sadness

Then they come for their revenge

They’re filled up with their madness

So for me this  story ends

Demoniacal

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In the night they come

creeping up your walls

you can pretend to be asleep

But your heartbeat calls

They creep up on your bedside

taunt you with their breath

They feed off when your skin crawls

and when you fear for death

They want to be inside you

consuming you completely

make you do god awful things

whilst you smile so sweetly

Just a bit

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Why won’t you let me keep you

You are my special friend

I’ll always be there for you

Behind you until the end

I just want you to be mine

Possess you in my skin

Revel in the taste of you

ingest your taste of sin

Please just let me have you

You know you want it to

Let me sink my teeth in

I’m craving for round two

Maybe just a bit of you

That belongs to only me

A piece I’ll keep inside

So only I can see

Maybe just an eyeball

or better yet your lips

I have a special place for them

Just put them in  my grips

Help! I’m alive

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Help! my heart is beating

It’s too much pain to bear

I lie here in my suffering

And you just don’t care

I’ve waited for forever

To come up with nothing to show

You just fuck whomever

whilst my suffering is slow

Like a knife you cut me

But I’ve nothing left to bleed

I don’t need your sympathy

Your dicks too filled with greed

One day I will escape you

I hope that is the truth

I’ll find better things to do

I’ve been stuck here since my youth