The question is not if but when

When  will you decide to do it again

you spin me around and there is no end

I grow dizzy of our endless circle

Just when i gain my balance there is a reversal

This just needs to stop I’m only a mortal

your absence It just cuts me so deep

and your prices are so fucking steep

And I Can’t even escape you in my sleep


Midnight hours


i thought i had everything i ever wanted

yet here i am alone

at the time most couples need each other

 still smelling your cologne

I long for conversation

for arms around me

someone who is present

but you are sound asleep

My nights are just so lonely

they remind me of you

my life just feels so empty

but what’s a girl to do?