If only words could express

You

With your silver tongue and autumn eyes

With your talk of a captivating utopia

You’re my demon in disguise
You

Causing my auto erotic fantasies

That leave me completely sybaritic 

And fill me with complete vanity
You 

With your libidinous smile

That fills me with amatory lust

Enough to make lesser women go senile
You

With your lascivious imagination

So sexy and diabolical

Made as if by my own personal creation
You 

Completely under my skin

Feeling completely consumed

Ready for the sin to begin
You 

Never completely mine

Fill me with otherworldly desire

Please don’t let go this time 

Reality of love

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“Fuck you “she said with fire in her eyes
As her blood began to boil
“Im sick of this shit ,and this life,
And the constant fucking turmoil”

“You have broken the last straw
It’s time for me to fight back
You do whatever the fuck you want
And I’m left to pick up the slack”

“Fuck me?” He said with a tense jaw
“I’ve always been here for you
Even when you were nothing
What the fuck do you want me to do”

“Fight back from what?
I’ve never raised a hand”
As his voice grew ever louder
“This is more than I can stand!”

“So what are we doing here?” She said
As tears fill up her eyes
“I don’t know”
Was all that he replies

“If you can’t stand me you should leave”
Venom in her words
As they lock in their stare
They both know it’s absurd

This is a familiar road
For them it’s sad but true
But there is so much passion there
True love through and through

Endless torture

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The nights they are the longest
Because my mind is full of you
So much time has passed
You’ve proved I am a fool

Your kisses they still linger
I feel your fingers drag my skin
My heart still beats for you
I revel in the sin

And though It knows it shouldn’t
My mind still drifts to you
And even though we couldn’t
Our time is never through

Even though you’ve forsaken me

I still feel like we’re meant to be

Rid me of this disease

I just want you please

I endure through these long nights

And try to corral thoughts of all types

Someone please turn out the lights

I feel I’ve nothing left to fight

Do me a favor

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Somebody kill me please!

Just do me the honor

I’m down on my knees

I need to be rid of this disease

Put an end to this life

There’s nothing left for me

Nothing you say can ease

I’ve seen it all before

This is how it has got to be

I need my blood to  bleed

The sin is all around me

Can’t you hear my plea

You look right through me

Suffering pours through my eyes

 Yet you still can’t see

Oh just set my soul free

It’s my only ticket out

Read my eyes oh please

Phantasmagoria

Dreaming

The question is not if but when

When  will you decide to do it again

you spin me around and there is no end

I grow dizzy of our endless circle

Just when i gain my balance there is a reversal

This just needs to stop I’m only a mortal

your absence It just cuts me so deep

and your prices are so fucking steep

And I Can’t even escape you in my sleep

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Hate My Love

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I hate that I still love you

I should have better things to do

Then sit here and think about us

And write all these poems about you

I hate that your not worth these tears

That fall softly on my keyboard

I wish I had never met you

I wish I didn’t need you more

All I have left is longing

And this hollowness inside

And this wish to somehow find you

For these binds to be untied

Fuck you for making me feel this

I gave you all the love I had

And you turned your back and walked away

And left me behind to go raving mad

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