Bullet

I didn’t think you’d come back this time 

I thought I made it clear 

Without you I’m not fine 

But you’ll always dissappear 
I don’t know what I see in you 

I deserve so much better

And if you’d only stay away 

I could release this vision of together
But you’re just here to fuck with me

To make sure I lose my mind 

Leave me with all these maybes 

So I know I’ll never be “fine”
I can’t get away from you 

No matter how fast and far I run

Nothing I wouldn’t do for you

The bullet to your gun 

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Goodbye again 

 

If you cared you wouldn’t talk to me

You would leave me to get a life 

I’m tired of relinquishing  power to you

And you revel in twisting the knife
I’m sorry it has to be this way

I thought you were the one

But you wanted me for convenience 

I was just for fun
And as much as it pains me

I have to walk away

I need to step back into reality

And I’ve finally nothing more to say 

So many some days 

I’m so drunk with remembrance

And melancholy with hope 

My feet so tired from this dance 

It’s time to noose the rope 
I am ready to walk this walk

And drift you out to sea

You can’t even talk the talk

And you just can’t let me be 
I don’t know who “me” is anymore 

I’m lost all along the way 

And I’m fearful of what’s in store 

And the price I’ll have to pay
And if you all remember me 

Remember me today

With grievances in my eyes 

And a heart full of someday 

Anything You Want

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I could be your own little whore

Be all you’ve ever longed for

I could be your personal victim

Best one you’ve ever sinked your teeth in

I could be your little school girl

Let you just rule all of my world

I could be your little tease

Be just about anything if you please

I could be your one and only

Make this place a little less lonely

I could always be there for you

I’ll do anything that you want me to

I could be your secret little freak

On any given day of the week

I could be your alibi

You know you want to don’t be shy

I can be your fantasy

Just let me take you away with me

When I said it I meant it

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It’s hard to believe you missed me

when you weren’t there

and you could of been

you are so unfair

 

i always think about you

it haunts me day to day

and you just walk in and out

i wish you would just stay

 

my life could be a whole lot different

we could be together

but you chose a different path

and i couldn’t hold the tether

 

i can’t believe i still want you

more than want it’s love

and you constantly dismiss me

always give me the shove

 

i am still here waiting

for you to see the truth

that i meant what i said

i have loved you since my youth

I’m asking

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please leave me alone

i don’t really care

how great your life is

because mine is unfair

 

please leave me alone

i just want to die

nothing to live for

and i do nothing but cry

 

please leave me alone

i don’t want to see you

i can’t trust you people

you all are deceitful

 

please leave me alone

i just need a break

before i lose my cool

and make another mistake

 

please leave me alone

can’t you see i’ve had enough

i was already broken

even though i act tough

 

please leave me alone

i don’t feel like you do

we’re not the same

your intentions untrue

 

please leave me alone

this has come to an end

i no longer trust you

you’re no longer my friend

Easy Way?

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I would like to kill me

But, it seems you’ve gotten here first

I would like to free myself

Escape this curse since birth

There is nothing left of me

Just this hollow shell

My head is full of the sea

And my heart has been through hell

Soon there’ll be none left of me

You all take and take and take

I try to make everyone happy

But i guess that’s my mistake

There has to be an end to this

One that involves less pain

If I can not escape you

I fear there’ll be nothing left to gain