We have to talk

I miss him in the quiet

I hate it but I do

I’ve made some mistakes before

But I really fucked up with you

It hurts to see you move on

Knowing that I’m to blame

I’m glad you’re in a better place

I’m still filled with shame

What is happiness anyways?

And why does it mean so much?

I’ve torn apart a family

I’ve lost my only crutch

I’m sorry that I hurt you

In the process I hurt me to

And there’s no turning back now

No matter what I do



Sleep deprivation
Is such an agitation
I need some medication
To escape this aggrivation
Im growing so impatient
With the constant alienation
i will withdraw my hesitation
And take down this whole nation
I need i new sensation
Besides this damnation
So stuck on this station
Drowning with no flotation
So filled up with this frustration
In need of revelation
Instead of soul starvation
Be my salvation
Give me my sedation
So i can give my proclamation
And rejoice in revelations

My Punishment


I want you to punish me

Choke me with your belt

I want to feel your teeth in me

I want to see the welts

I want your handprints on me

Oh please YES! be so rough

I want you to invade me

I can take it I am tough

I want to feel the blade

Drag all across my skin

I want your pain all over me

To be drenched within your sin

I want it and deserve it

I’m such a bad little baby

And I really need it

For all the evil I’ve done lately