Bcause of You


As I exist here lonely and weeping

The pornographic visions come creeping

as my heart continues sinking

don’t know what my brain was thinking

i knew in my heart of hearts

you would again tear me apart

and i would again be left in the dark

But i couldn’t help but let it start

Because it always comes down to you

and you always do those things that you do

even though my heart’s been true

I will always be your fool

So until the inevitable end

I will lend you more than an ear my friend

and the price I will tend

No matter what i have to spend


No one but you


Please come back to me

We’d barely just begun

The best is already over

And the worst is yet to come

You let me lie here bleeding tears

searching for my wrongdoings

whilst you walked away from me

as if you had no feelings

And while my heart still bleeds for you

I try to grow  fond for  another

I don’t know what else i could do

Because for me, there is no other

Can’t bare it


Left to my own thoughts

My brain is going to rot

I just want to be shot

Because i can forget you not

My brain tells my heart to beware

But my heart doesn’t want to play fair

It’s almost more than I can bare

It makes It harder that you’re not aware

Always left to my own devices

Then my life fills up with vices

And nothing i do ever suffices

And deep into the core of my being it slices

Between the two


I need to choose between the two

but between them i don’t have a clue

they both have there pros and cons

And make me feel like i don’t belong

either which way i choose to choose

in the end I’ll probably lose

I love them both this much is true

Oh what is it that I’m going to do

all this i thought was behind me

but he just won’t let me be

and i love him with all my heart

but we’re a million miles apart

And then i have what I’ve always known

makes me feel like I’m at home

But he is a little unfair

and treats me as if I’m not there

I just miss that hot passion

And doing the things we’ve only imagined

So i don’t know what I’m going to do

Maybe I won’t choose either of you


Can’t break through


Why is this love so irreversible

It’s like you’ve pulled out your whole arsenal

made yourself out to be irreplaceable

It’s like i can’t escape you

no matter how many miles it turns into

i know you’ll never follow through

I wish our love would expire

but you fulfill my every desire

And set my head and heart on fire

Let Me Out!


Remove these fucking chains

They’re making me insane

Putting demons in my brain

Take off these god damn shackles

That have always been my hassle

Since before i built this “castle”

Release me from my cell

So I can leave this hell

That I’ve come to know so well

Let me out of your cage

So I can release my rage

My world is not a stage

I deserve my freedom

So I can rule my kingdom

And I won’t feel so numb



My heart has been imprisoned

Deep within my being

I keep it there incarcerated

To always remain unseen

For if I let my heart be liberated

It will show no restraint

So easily taken captive

without so much as a complaint

There it will be left broken

Shattered,in despair

And the one who left it shattered

Will not even be around to care

Break Me Out


four walled prison of mine own design

I wish to escape yet i refuse to break my own chains

why can’t i escape myself

I try to every night all in vain


please help me find my way

im lost!

ive gone off the beaten path

i have already paid the cost


i just want to find my way out

i have to break this seal

so i can step out of my shell

and finally feel whats real