Bullet

I didn’t think you’d come back this time 

I thought I made it clear 

Without you I’m not fine 

But you’ll always dissappear 
I don’t know what I see in you 

I deserve so much better

And if you’d only stay away 

I could release this vision of together
But you’re just here to fuck with me

To make sure I lose my mind 

Leave me with all these maybes 

So I know I’ll never be “fine”
I can’t get away from you 

No matter how fast and far I run

Nothing I wouldn’t do for you

The bullet to your gun 

Secret Beacon

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I was so lost for so long
And in walks you a shining beacon
Shedding light on all that was wrong
While i tried to stay in shadow

What is it that makes me love you
Im never jilted by your indifference
It has everything to do with you
I am not your only preference

Why do you hide from me
You know you want to talk
I promise not to steal you away
But we must walk this walk

If what i want is closure why cant i walk away
You dont even want me
But my feelings are here to stay
Though we are not meant to be

Nothing is written in stone they say
Yet my heart traiterously falls back to you
Youve already gone too far away
And theres nothing i can do

I anxiously await the day our paths cross
Because oh i know they will
And maybe i can feel something again
My dirty little thrill

Flight

flying

If I could fly

I’d fly into the sky

Build a home up high

post a not welcome sign

Oh! If I could fly

I’d look the whole world over

Visit the seven wonders

Cross all of the worlds borders

If only I could fly

I’d fly right down to you

Take you flying with me

Then you’d love me to

But i cannot fly

I’m stuck here on the ground

With no one to fly with anyway

And only my head in the clouds

Miles

far-away-love

I still check my mail

with hope everytime

how is it that you’re able

to get me off your mind

let me know your secret

so i can be rid of this decay

so i can lose this regret

And you won’t feel so far away

you still find ways to punish me

even across all these miles

I still feel your heart beat

And picture our shared smiles

How is it you don’t feel this

your heart must be hard as stone

I wish that we didn’t exist

In this lie we both call “home”

Tidal Wave

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How do I stop all these feelings

When all this time has passed

And I still feel the exact same way

As when I saw you last

 

How do I tell myself no

When you still cross my mind

And I can not escape you

No matter how far I run blind

 

How do I live like this

All twisted up inside

With no one left to talk to

And nowhere left to hide

 

How do you not feel this

When it’s so intense for me

How do I escape this endless circle

Of to be or not to be

 

 

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