Dear John 

Don’t want to end you

But what can I do

I need to get a life 

Not go this round with you
Were both unhappy 

And life isn’t fair

Thought we were forever

But you just didn’t care 
Can’t place all the blame on you

I’ll take my share of the burden 

I can admit I’m wrong 

If I could ever get a word in 
I wanted to make you better

But you will never change 

And so for are family 

I’ll have to rearrange 
Because our kids aren’t happy 

And neither are we

So I’ll whittle us down

From 4 down to 3

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I always end up right back at you

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All these moments that add up to life
They pick me apart and cut like a knife
And now I’m to be somebody’s wife

I want you but you’ve had your chance
All that was required was a little romance
But you just had to dance your little dance

Leaving me to walk around with this hole
Once filled with love for you that pierced  my “soul”
Once having you seemed my only goal

Then we made it even more complicated
As if that wasn’t already entirely overrated
And still inside my love never faded

And I don’t know what it is I want you to do
And I know how much pain we inflict with the truth
But all of the signs in my highway point back to you

Farewell

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Farewell lost love

i say goodbye to thee

i have loved you far too long

my hearts been out to sea

Farewell lost love

please do not return

i fear it would be too much for me

my heart has finally eased it’s burn

Farewell lost love

you’ve hurt me for the last time

you’ve caused my heart to bleed

and filled my head with lies

Farewell lost love

I’ve got better places to be

Then with my head in the clouds

And my heart out to sea

Farewell lost love

I’ll find better things to do

Then let my heart be  broken

And my head filled with thoughts of you

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I am empty

devoid of feelings

wish i didn’t exist

tired of these dealings

 

I can not escape my heart

It works against me with each beating

Turning myself against me

Old wounds never healing

 

It has made me a sort of zombie

An outer shell of my former self

Why can’t I put all of you behind me

Place you back up on the shelf

 

I’ve built this life around me

Built with forced happiness and half truths

Please come back and find me

And help me pull out all these roots