We have to talk

I miss him in the quiet

I hate it but I do

I’ve made some mistakes before

But I really fucked up with you

It hurts to see you move on

Knowing that I’m to blame

I’m glad you’re in a better place

I’m still filled with shame

What is happiness anyways?

And why does it mean so much?

I’ve torn apart a family

I’ve lost my only crutch

I’m sorry that I hurt you

In the process I hurt me to

And there’s no turning back now

No matter what I do



I can’t make you love me

I don’t know what to do

I have broken promises

I have been untrue

I cannot escape myself

Want to peel off my own skin

Nowhere to run away from this

Committed a moral sin

I fell into another web

And fuck! it was a trap

Because I lost my one true love

What can be done about that?

My eyes feel so empty

so does my head and chest

Even though I’ve done my deeds

You’re the one that I loved best

I’ve built this life around you

And now It’s all falling down

I have no one to blame but myself

 I Want to be in the ground