We have to talk

I miss him in the quiet

I hate it but I do

I’ve made some mistakes before

But I really fucked up with you

It hurts to see you move on

Knowing that I’m to blame

I’m glad you’re in a better place

I’m still filled with shame

What is happiness anyways?

And why does it mean so much?

I’ve torn apart a family

I’ve lost my only crutch

I’m sorry that I hurt you

In the process I hurt me to

And there’s no turning back now

No matter what I do

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Moving on

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I’ll always be your baby
Your smart assed little lady
Even though I continue to grow
Away with the wind I blow

You weren’t always there for me
And there were times you caused me to bleed
But for some reason I cannot hate
Even when I know we’ll never relate

All I ever wanted was to take care of things
Now as an adult I can see the strings
The way you treated my sister
Has caused on my soul a permanent blister

Now I need to get away
I’ve payed all that i can pay
I need to start a life of my own
To no longer call your house home