We have to talk

I miss him in the quiet

I hate it but I do

I’ve made some mistakes before

But I really fucked up with you

It hurts to see you move on

Knowing that I’m to blame

I’m glad you’re in a better place

I’m still filled with shame

What is happiness anyways?

And why does it mean so much?

I’ve torn apart a family

I’ve lost my only crutch

I’m sorry that I hurt you

In the process I hurt me to

And there’s no turning back now

No matter what I do



I didn’t think you’d come back this time 

I thought I made it clear 

Without you I’m not fine 

But you’ll always dissappear 
I don’t know what I see in you 

I deserve so much better

And if you’d only stay away 

I could release this vision of together
But you’re just here to fuck with me

To make sure I lose my mind 

Leave me with all these maybes 

So I know I’ll never be “fine”
I can’t get away from you 

No matter how fast and far I run

Nothing I wouldn’t do for you

The bullet to your gun 

I’m asking



please leave me alone

i don’t really care

how great your life is

because mine is unfair


please leave me alone

i just want to die

nothing to live for

and i do nothing but cry


please leave me alone

i don’t want to see you

i can’t trust you people

you all are deceitful


please leave me alone

i just need a break

before i lose my cool

and make another mistake


please leave me alone

can’t you see i’ve had enough

i was already broken

even though i act tough


please leave me alone

i don’t feel like you do

we’re not the same

your intentions untrue


please leave me alone

this has come to an end

i no longer trust you

you’re no longer my friend