Wishes……

 


If life was made of wishes 

I’d wish for so many things

Not the things you’d think of

I don’t need diamond rings
I just need stability

A place to lay my head

I would go anywhere with you 

Who really needs a bed?
If life were made of wishes

I would wish for you 

Even after the way you treated me 

I wish this wasn’t true 
I feel as though you’re meant for me

But you just keep escaping 

You know how to work your manipulation 

And I’m yours for the taking
If life were made of wishes 

It would be just you and I 

But my life is not made of wishes 

And you weren’t meant to fly 

Bullet

I didn’t think you’d come back this time 

I thought I made it clear 

Without you I’m not fine 

But you’ll always dissappear 
I don’t know what I see in you 

I deserve so much better

And if you’d only stay away 

I could release this vision of together
But you’re just here to fuck with me

To make sure I lose my mind 

Leave me with all these maybes 

So I know I’ll never be “fine”
I can’t get away from you 

No matter how fast and far I run

Nothing I wouldn’t do for you

The bullet to your gun 

Undeniable 

I wish i didn’t miss you

I wish I didn’t care

I wish you would be true to me

I wish this was all more fair
What is it that you want from me? 

I’m feeling used again

And next time you come back around

Could I even be your friend?
I’ll always wait around for you

A truth I can’t deny

And maybe you’ll find some worth in me

And let the years stop passing by

If only words could express

You

With your silver tongue and autumn eyes

With your talk of a captivating utopia

You’re my demon in disguise
You

Causing my auto erotic fantasies

That leave me completely sybaritic 

And fill me with complete vanity
You 

With your libidinous smile

That fills me with amatory lust

Enough to make lesser women go senile
You

With your lascivious imagination

So sexy and diabolical

Made as if by my own personal creation
You 

Completely under my skin

Feeling completely consumed

Ready for the sin to begin
You 

Never completely mine

Fill me with otherworldly desire

Please don’t let go this time