Payback


What is it that im doing here?
I know this is a place to fear
But im not thinking very clear
I feel the end is creeping near

What is it i can do
To make you feel the truth
And know that we’re not through
How do i get to you

I want to pierce those piercing eyes
And crush your head between my thighs

Leave this world with no goodbyes

Here’s the payback for all your lies 

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Blocked Senses

I hear you in the wind my friend

I feel you in my skin 

I try to disconnect from you

And you slide deeper in 
I taste you in the water friend

And you taste bittersweet

I fear I must succumb to you 

I must admit defeat 
I still smell you in my hair

Even though your gone

I’m cursed to a life without you love 

Where did I go wrong?

Mental Purgatory

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Stuck in this purgatory
With no one to share my story
I wish he would come back from sea
I really just want him out of me

Still cant get him out of my head
Makes me feel im better off dead
All of these feelings constantly fed
Makes waking up fill me with dread

I swear that i seduce myself
Cant bring myself down so high on this shelf
You came crashing through no hint of stealth
And cost me my emotional wealth

I need you to come back to me
So together we both can be free
And together we’ll take on the sea
And escape from our purgatory

Do me a favor

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Somebody kill me please!

Just do me the honor

I’m down on my knees

I need to be rid of this disease

Put an end to this life

There’s nothing left for me

Nothing you say can ease

I’ve seen it all before

This is how it has got to be

I need my blood to  bleed

The sin is all around me

Can’t you hear my plea

You look right through me

Suffering pours through my eyes

 Yet you still can’t see

Oh just set my soul free

It’s my only ticket out

Read my eyes oh please

Monopoly

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You play me like I’m some game

As if I am the one that is to blame

And all it ends with for me is shame

Sadly though I’m still your dame

I still break my back in vain

knowing there will be only pain

you’re the only one who’ll gain

And I’ll be left in the cold wet rain

All it does is make me insane

Why can’t I get it through my brain

That you just don’t feel the same

And I will never have you tame

“Us”

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and so the lines are drawn

you’ll go left and I’ll go right

we both fought the battle

but it shouldn’t have been a fight

we didn’t realize we were at war

with both of ourselves and the world as well

you’ve taken me down with you

both of us are going to hell

I know it’s meant to be this way

just didn’t think it would feel like this

I cant heal the hole left in my heart

I wish that “we” never existed

I’ll see you again some years from now

maybe you’ll feel differently

don’t know how we always come back

to this place unintentionally

No Daddy

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Oh no! Please don’t daddy

I’ll be your good little girl

I won’t give you a reason to hurt me

Or to let your hatred unfurl

Oh no! Please don’t daddy

What is it you want me to do?

I would do just about anything

To make it all up to you

Oh no! Please don’t daddy

She cries out in despair

As he just raises his hand up

And pulls out another chunk of her hair

Oh no! Please don’t daddy

She pleads and she cries

“You deserve this.” he says

But we all know how he lies

Oh no! Please don’t daddy

I’ve been so good to you

“If you don’t shut that fucking mouth” he says

“There are worse things I will do”

Oh no! Please don’t daddy

I’m your little lady

Remember how you’d hold me?

When i was just a baby

Oh no! Please don’t daddy

Her cries fall on deaf ears

Because daddy’s word is law

Until the end she fears

The Key

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All you do is stress me out

And you make me want to scream and shout

This is not what life’s about!

 

I spend so much of my time alone

And still you people cast your stones

And fill my belly up with hateful groans

 

Why can’t you just let me be

So i can just drift out to sea

Solitude is the one true key

 

I wish it to be untrue

but regretfully,i hate even you

It’s not your fault nothing you can do

 

This world has made me so cold

And not care about growing old

And this hate has got such a hold

 

It’s made me honest to a fault

And take it all with a grain of salt

I really should just be shot

 

Seems like it would be so easy

Just take the shot and release me

Solitude, the one true key

Christina

How dare you share the same blood as me

You don’t deserve the right

To even breathe the same air as me

Or look at me in spite

 

I want to take you down a notch

Teach you a thing or two

And least of all of things I may want

Is anything to do with you

 

You can rot in hell Fuck You!

You deserve to fry!

I can bear no more of this nonsense

And you just need to die

 

So before I offer your pennance

Do you have any last words

Because you my wretched sister

Are going to feed the birds

 

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I want to snuff my heart out

With friends and bad choices

I want to scream and shout

To drown out all these voices

 

Echoes of the past

Screaming through my head

Makes me want to kill myself

Makes me already dead

 

I want to run away from this

But there’s nowhere I can go

No corner of the world in which to hide

And I see nothing for miles but snow

 

I don’t know where i can go from here

Left withered and alone

And this is why I’ve come to hide

Behind the Living Dead Rose,