Black picket fences

I want to be your Gothic barbie 

And you my hedonistic Ken

And when we find our dream house

We can live our lives in sin
We can live in our dark paradise

Surrounded by fountains of blood

And we can fuck forever 

Like all dark lovers should
And if the light turns bright again

I shall be your dimmer 

And we shall find a place our way

Love, your sexy little sinner

So Dark

So sick of sadness

Tired of searching for light

I’ll never find happiness

So why not give up the fight
I’ve burned all my bridges

And changed all the locks

Handled all my business

I answer as hell knocks
What are they to do to me

Better than what’s going on here

I’d rather burn for all to see

Than live with all this fear
I thought that I was loved

Brittle little lie I told myself

I can’t go on this way 

I feel I need some help

I always end up right back at you

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All these moments that add up to life
They pick me apart and cut like a knife
And now I’m to be somebody’s wife

I want you but you’ve had your chance
All that was required was a little romance
But you just had to dance your little dance

Leaving me to walk around with this hole
Once filled with love for you that pierced  my “soul”
Once having you seemed my only goal

Then we made it even more complicated
As if that wasn’t already entirely overrated
And still inside my love never faded

And I don’t know what it is I want you to do
And I know how much pain we inflict with the truth
But all of the signs in my highway point back to you

Fuck You Fuck Waiting

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Waiting for this day to end
Fuck this life who needs friends
Sorry if I fell out of trend

Fuck you and the things you do
The way you talk the people you screw
I should have stayed away from you

You are like a bad disease
Walking around doing as you please
Empty promises, you’re such a tease

Well I will have no more of this
You betrayed me again and now I’m pissed
So if only for now you’ve been dismissed

And one day you might realize
What was always behind these eyes
And by then I’ll no longer sympathize

So fuck you and the things you do
You’ll have to find someone else to screw
Just remember I’ll get mine to

The Dying Ones

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My heart screams for mercy
My body aches for more
All this internal controversy
Makes me your little whore

Fill me with your hatred
We are a dying breed
I’ve never been so penatrated
I love the way you bleed

I’ve chosen life without you
But you always pull me back
I cast out all my demons
And I come back from black

Please fill me with your power
I will always belong to you
I will be your lap dog
No extant to the things I’d do

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Revelations

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Sleep deprivation
Is such an agitation
I need some medication
To escape this aggrivation
Im growing so impatient
With the constant alienation
i will withdraw my hesitation
And take down this whole nation
I need i new sensation
Besides this damnation
So stuck on this station
Drowning with no flotation
So filled up with this frustration
In need of revelation
Instead of soul starvation
Be my salvation
Give me my sedation
So i can give my proclamation
And rejoice in revelations

Do me a favor

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Somebody kill me please!

Just do me the honor

I’m down on my knees

I need to be rid of this disease

Put an end to this life

There’s nothing left for me

Nothing you say can ease

I’ve seen it all before

This is how it has got to be

I need my blood to  bleed

The sin is all around me

Can’t you hear my plea

You look right through me

Suffering pours through my eyes

 Yet you still can’t see

Oh just set my soul free

It’s my only ticket out

Read my eyes oh please