Just a bit

Why won’t you let me keep you

You are my special friend

I’ll always be there for you

Behind you until the end

I just want you to be mine

Possess you in my skin

Revel in the taste of you

ingest your taste of sin

Please just let me have you

You know you want it to

Let me sink my teeth in

I’m craving for round two

Maybe just a bit of you

That belongs to only me

A piece I’ll keep inside

So only I can see

Maybe just an eyeball

or better yet your lips

I have a special place for them

Just put them in  my grips

Statistics

She was only seventeen

but quite a troubled soul

she lost her life to love

or so the stories told

She just wanted to belong somewhere

needed desperately to fit in

she took the road to nowhere

And filled her life up with sin

And although she wasn’t innocent

She was too young to know the signs

Her life taken in an instant

Because she crossed his “lines”

Can’t bare it

Left to my own thoughts

My brain is going to rot

I just want to be shot

Because i can forget you not

My brain tells my heart to beware

But my heart doesn’t want to play fair

It’s almost more than I can bare

It makes It harder that you’re not aware

Always left to my own devices

Then my life fills up with vices

And nothing i do ever suffices

And deep into the core of my being it slices

Between the two

I need to choose between the two

but between them i don’t have a clue

they both have there pros and cons

And make me feel like i don’t belong

either which way i choose to choose

in the end I’ll probably lose

I love them both this much is true

Oh what is it that I’m going to do

all this i thought was behind me

but he just won’t let me be

and i love him with all my heart

but we’re a million miles apart

And then i have what I’ve always known

makes me feel like I’m at home

But he is a little unfair

and treats me as if I’m not there

I just miss that hot passion

And doing the things we’ve only imagined

So i don’t know what I’m going to do

Maybe I won’t choose either of you

Can’t break through

Why is this love so irreversible

It’s like you’ve pulled out your whole arsenal

made yourself out to be irreplaceable

It’s like i can’t escape you

no matter how many miles it turns into

i know you’ll never follow through

I wish our love would expire

but you fulfill my every desire

And set my head and heart on fire

Monopoly

You play me like I’m some game

As if I am the one that is to blame

And all it ends with for me is shame

Sadly though I’m still your dame

I still break my back in vain

knowing there will be only pain

you’re the only one who’ll gain

And I’ll be left in the cold wet rain

All it does is make me insane

Why can’t I get it through my brain

That you just don’t feel the same

And I will never have you tame

Temporary Insanity

I believe in murder

Just try me and you’ll see

I don’t want to fuck around

I will just make you bleed

I want to bathe in your blood

I know I’m sick it’s true

Rub in your sticky sweetness

Drain you all the way through

I want to slit you open

watch the life drain from those eyes

Feed my internal demons

Bring about your demise

“Us”

and so the lines are drawn

you’ll go left and I’ll go right

we both fought the battle

but it shouldn’t have been a fight

we didn’t realize we were at war

with both of ourselves and the world as well

you’ve taken me down with you

both of us are going to hell

I know it’s meant to be this way

just didn’t think it would feel like this

I cant heal the hole left in my heart

I wish that “we” never existed

I’ll see you again some years from now

maybe you’ll feel differently

don’t know how we always come back

to this place unintentionally

Miles

I still check my mail

with hope everytime

how is it that you’re able

to get me off your mind

let me know your secret

so i can be rid of this decay

so i can lose this regret

And you won’t feel so far away

you still find ways to punish me

even across all these miles

I still feel your heart beat

And picture our shared smiles

How is it you don’t feel this

your heart must be hard as stone

I wish that we didn’t exist

In this lie we both call “home”

Farewell

Farewell lost love

i say goodbye to thee

i have loved you far too long

my hearts been out to sea

Farewell lost love

please do not return

i fear it would be too much for me

my heart has finally eased it’s burn

Farewell lost love

you’ve hurt me for the last time

you’ve caused my heart to bleed

and filled my head with lies

Farewell lost love

I’ve got better places to be

Then with my head in the clouds

And my heart out to sea

Farewell lost love

I’ll find better things to do

Then let my heart be  broken

And my head filled with thoughts of you