Rewind

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Okay here we go let’s press rewind

And we’ll go around another time

except this time I won’t be blind

And maybe you will make up your mind

All i need from you is to keep your word

Don’t act as if my proposal’s absurd

As if it’s like nothing that you’ve heard

because you know all that has transferred

so don’t lie to my fucking face

Or i will leave you a fucking disgrace

And how i love the way you taste

i can still feel our last embrace

shoot me up with all your lines

and help me leave this world behind

take me away I’m outta my mind

I shouldn’t have done this I should of declined

Because you’re only here to wreck me

And i can’t just leave you be

Even though i can still foresee

the ending where my heart will plea

Split

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My romantic heart belongs to you

In my head there is another

I live through the everyday with him

And wish I was with my lover

my head feels so intelligent

compared to my addle-brained heart

In my head it is so definite

While my heart is ripping apart

I can’t continue on like this

we both live our separate lives

and long for each others kiss

This love that never subsides

No Daddy

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Oh no! Please don’t daddy

I’ll be your good little girl

I won’t give you a reason to hurt me

Or to let your hatred unfurl

Oh no! Please don’t daddy

What is it you want me to do?

I would do just about anything

To make it all up to you

Oh no! Please don’t daddy

She cries out in despair

As he just raises his hand up

And pulls out another chunk of her hair

Oh no! Please don’t daddy

She pleads and she cries

“You deserve this.” he says

But we all know how he lies

Oh no! Please don’t daddy

I’ve been so good to you

“If you don’t shut that fucking mouth” he says

“There are worse things I will do”

Oh no! Please don’t daddy

I’m your little lady

Remember how you’d hold me?

When i was just a baby

Oh no! Please don’t daddy

Her cries fall on deaf ears

Because daddy’s word is law

Until the end she fears

Apologetic confusion

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I’m sorry I make you crazy

And that what you said is right

I don’t want this anymore

Yet why do I still fight

 

You are smarter than i thought you were

You’ve figured me all out

And i thought i was the smart one

Thought I knew what it’s about

 

And so now you’ve caught me

Red handed sad but true

And i hope that you’ll still have me

Although I don’t want you?

 

 

Right Here

Unspoken feelings
Here we are again
When did it begin?
When will it end

I thought it was over
You dealt another hand
Struggling to stay sober
trying to understand

Why is mine own heart against me
Why cant I make the right choice
All this internal controversy
I thought I had found my voice

Ill always let you ruin me
But you and only you
And ill always stand here waiting
For the day you follow through