New life 

I can get a life now

Though I don’t know where to start

I feel as though I’m cold now

In matters of the heart
 I want to start this journey

How do I find the road

The one that leads away from here

No more doing as I’m told
Even though I’m wrecking him

I need what’s best for me

He took me all for granted

And left me out to sea
And though this world is scary

It’s time for me to part

Search to get my warmth back 

And piece together my heart 

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Payback


What is it that im doing here?
I know this is a place to fear
But im not thinking very clear
I feel the end is creeping near

What is it i can do
To make you feel the truth
And know that we’re not through
How do i get to you

I want to pierce those piercing eyes
And crush your head between my thighs

Leave this world with no goodbyes

Here’s the payback for all your lies 

His secret 

I want to be your secret 

But a terrific one to tell

But if you’d just let me out sometimes

I know I’d fair you well
I do like our special secret 

But I just want to breathe

Fill up this little hole inside 

And feel the wind shake my leaves 
I love our little secret

But don’t you miss the world? 

We could still be alone our own way

I’ll always be you’re girl 
And I can keep a secret 

So please just set me free 

And when I have my freedom 

I promise you will see 

Wishes……

 


If life was made of wishes 

I’d wish for so many things

Not the things you’d think of

I don’t need diamond rings
I just need stability

A place to lay my head

I would go anywhere with you 

Who really needs a bed?
If life were made of wishes

I would wish for you 

Even after the way you treated me 

I wish this wasn’t true 
I feel as though you’re meant for me

But you just keep escaping 

You know how to work your manipulation 

And I’m yours for the taking
If life were made of wishes 

It would be just you and I 

But my life is not made of wishes 

And you weren’t meant to fly 

Addicted 

I’m a sex addict the internal disease 

I want them all to use me

To do just as they please
I want them all to make me their whore

Leave me lying here on this floor

Make me beg for more and more
I want my insides all filled up

I want to feel you erupt

Until you feel you’ve had enough
So come on baby abuse me

I promise you’ll never lose me

And we can live in exctasy